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| shhh, this is not vk, but i hear that guy is awesome.
So on a totally lazy afternoon, Ive decided to read back my posts in my blog and suddenly i feel like posting something.
Times were great back then, times are great now, and times will still be great in the future. So, what is going on with my life??
I believe im undergoing an important pace changing maneuver from graduating to dunno what is the future about. Its an unpleasant feeling, but its definitely worth living for. There are so many ways my life could change, so many changes be it for the better or worse that is inevitable.
Starting next year i will have to start earning my own expenses as i dont want to live off family's money anymore. Friends will change for sure, they will get less as i wont be at Uni bumping into everyone and catch up which is enjoyable. Most probably will just hangout with close friends or some from Uni but definitely alot of them will lose contact and go off different directions. I will miss them, although i might not remember them hahahaha, missing my lost friends who i dont remember hahahaha.
Say, lifestyle also will be different. Wont be driving up down from subang for Uni already. No more after class lunches, no more after class entertaintments such as redbox, movie, and so forth. I know I can still do it, but its just not the same as right after uni. Sleeping hour, hmm definitely wont be as early as when i have classes in the morning. Activities may change, ranging to less frequent but more expensive outings? or maybe new activities discovered? whatever can happen in this century.
I am not confused, I am not lost, but im just unsure how my life will be played out after this. Which way to take? Where do I start? Does it matter if I like the job or not? Does pay matters? Does the distance matters?
But one thing for sure, I will definitely work something out like I always do, wont be lazing around forever and wasting my time doing things that the era has already passed on me.
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| Once again I have admitted defeat to myself. I cant control my mind, it is controlling me instead.
Why so emo? Because once again I didnt sleep at all, check out the time.
This time around, it is not due to coffee, in fact i didnt know what caused it until a minute ago.
As usual, stayed up watching drama(Last one standing) and read lecture notes(finals this week, not as usual for this part). Right when it hit dawn, I went down to make breakfast full of anticipation because it has been so long since I've taken breakfast. Without classes, the first meal of the day would be lunch but thank god that it is not dinner like my buddy Jeffrey Thong from Victoria University.
Menu:
2 Half Boiled Eggs ( my mom made it for me haha)
1 Milo Panas
2 Slices of Kaninia bread with butter spread
Methodology:
Have a sip of Milo first, then put the cup down and forget it for awhile continued by drinking one small spoon of half boiled eggs. Next is folding the bread into half then dunk it into the gay pot of half boiled egg before biting the part that looks yellowish. Take another 2 or 3 more bites after dunking then continue drinking the milo again.
Repeat process until the input becomes output.
ok so when i went down hunting for breakfast, my mom reminded me that i drank a bowl of soup when i was playing dota(thats why i couldnt think of it) which is good for health. WARNING, dont offer me poison when i am playing dota. So that soup was somehow giving me energy, acts like caffein boosting my mind, my body and my soul. Hence, this hyper active boy enhanced by energy soup once again stayed awake whole night.
Oh, so finals is 2 days to go. Im so damn sleepy right now when i typed this entry, estimated waking up time tmr is 11am. So nice to be wished twice good morning in the same day.
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Its been so long since i've written anything here. How is everybody doing? Recently I see more sadness than happiness in everyone, the world is getting more and more complicated now.
However without fail, we should minimize those unhealthy emotions. I have always believed in solution in every situation. Worse out of worse when there is no solution, there must be a way to minimize the effect caused.
So how long do we wanna live? 60? 80? 100?
Does it really matter? If you plan to repeat things you do over and over that has no meaning at all everyday, you might as well die now am i not right?
The age doesnt matter to me, most important is the things we do in life. I believe in stages in life, where in different stages we do totally different things, and when we arent in the stage yet, we shouldnt do those things.
So now what is my stage of life? It is one of the most important as teenagers decide their own life(most of them, except KY still have to listen to mom like Queen(Queen Of Pain) and Lewis still get canned from dad).
This is where all of us choose our future, hows it gonna be, either through education or work or other methods anyone could propose. So for me is marketing, marketing is so broad, so is finance and accounting hence I really dont know which department Im gonna work in the future. Creative, Media, Researching, Analysis or any other departments are still so stranger to me. However theres one thing I know, no matter what it is going to be, Im just going to look forward and never turn back. Regreting is just another factor why people feel sad and it certainly cant be mine.
So how long do i wanna live? The answer is, I wanna live until I die.
Decipher it.
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| oh ya, forgotten to tell u guys something that amazed me.
This will be very short dont worry.
Theres one day when i was facing the kids something that is out of my mind happened.
TIBA TIBA I heard a rhythm, a song that is so familiar to everybody and a small kid, 5 to 6 years old took his handphone out and answered "hello"(in a very cute tone).
I bursed into laughing immediately that happened coz u know why? That ringtone sounded something like this.
I wanna make love in this club, in this club, in this club, in this club. Yes its love in the club from usher, coming out from the handphone of a small kid, real small kid.
I dowan to bump into him in any club pls, he really wants to make love, more than anybody.
A children's ringtone should sound like this. " When i grow up - Pussycat Dolls"
Whats gonna be your child's ringtone in the future? "REFORMASI!" " HIDUP CINA"
Something that sounds very familiar, "Bila saya bawa perintah esok harge petrol turun 70 sen"( this is my ideal ringtone)
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| yesterday i typed real long for a post, but guess what even god forbid me to blog anymore. Around noon to evening on Sunday, lightnign stroke wtihout warning and alerted the house electric jumper and switched off everything that needs electricity, including my com with a long post unsaved. U think u can stop me????? The harder for me to do something, the more i wanna do it. Here I go, i gonna set a routine for blogging already. Might not be funny, might not be happy, might be bullshit but its up to me coz im the one in charge here remember? So the topic for today is science. Haha scared? just joking alright, Im never a science kinda guy. How about love? Sounds more interesting right, we are young and kicking. However Im not such a lovey dovey guy, not at all. What do you think? today's latter is "Are girls able to accept guys fooling around as long as they return themselves afterwards?" | | |
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