Its 3 am and I have work tomorrow at 8

Dear Blog,

I enjoy watching glee so much that I must watch at least one episode before i sleep right beside my bed on my notebook.

Tonight, I did the same just to find out that I can't sleep, and I do not know the reason. Right after I type the previous sentence, I was reminded that I had a cup of Hailam White Coffee in Hailam Kopitiam at about 4pm after my badminton session.

So, caffeine lasts 12 hours in my body? That is just sick. I am going to walk in to my office like an undead, except that I can die. 

I dont know why, but I am reluctant to go to work recently. I wished I wasnt working and can have the freedom like most of my friends. Well, it sucks when your close friends are having fun when you are worrying about sleeping sufficiently for work.

Well blog, dont worry. I am just complaining. I know that I am not a kid anymore, I have my own responsibilities now. Of course I can just quit my job right now on the spot, but what would I be doing? I would be someone with no knowledge and not contributing to the society. What I am going to do is, finish up this piece, snuggle in my blanket, and pump more caffeine in my body tomorrow morning for a good day.

What is on my mind right now? My dreams. Many of them are unrealizable, but its something that I had thought of.

1. Be a Singer/Actor

2. Be a professional poker player

3. Drive a Lamborghini Gallardo

4. Get a super hot girlfriend, or you know, whatever friend

5. Go on a trip to Vegas with a bunch of dudes

6. Last but not lease, I want to save the world(refer below)

Now blog, you might think I am talking bullcrap by saying the phrase "save the world". I am going to save the world, according to my capacities at my condition. 

First mission is the society. We need to fix the society's mindset. If you all could just take some time to look at the society we are living in, you could probably tell how corrupted it is. So, lets just do our part by living our life like how you wanted for your children, or grandchildren and all the generations to come. Show the society how we are living, and how happy we are. 

By everybody living their live happily and not being selfish or psychotic, the society will be influenced to behave the same.

So lets all start doing things that makes us happy, and at the same time make others happy as well. Stop being alone thinking that you are superior, or inferior and just enjoy any company you can get. How fun is eating good food alone? compared to eating disgusting food with a bunch of friends?

Lets, save the world guys, and blog.

VK

Life Changing Decisions

Dear Blog,

I dont know about yours, but in human being's life, there are decisions that we make that will significantly alter the way we live.

Some are fast and on the spot decisions, while some takes a great amount of coffee to plan.

I have made up my mind about something that will change my life, and I am not going to tell you, my blog. Why? Because I do not want people to say I'm all talk and ended up unable to walk it.

However, to remind myself, I am going to list it out in keywords, where I am the only one who understands it, well unless theres a genius who can decipher it. Its not a challenge guys, its just for my own reference in case I drift.

LCD Lists

1. SNTG

2. KSTSO

3. DMIG

It may be only 3 things, but it is not going to be easy, requires hell lot of commitment.

Well, goodluck to myself then.

VK 

GREEN TEA FRAP

Nais, unable to sleep due to Green Tea Frap I had earlier.

Sigh, less than 6 hours to sleep again. So when I was lying down rolling for about an hour, heres what i was thinking.

1. My bad shaped body. I need to get in shape, like seriously. First step, set reminder on my BB that every 6pm I will have to do some workouts, at least pushups and situps. Cardio will be done on Sat and Sun by playing futsal and badminton. A heap of determination is needed in this. Wish me luck please.

2. Futsal. I keep thinking about futsal like how can i do better as I suck at it now. I need a mentor to guide me and team up with me. I am not talking about pro level, we kinda suck hahaha but since we are gonna play it every week, I am unwilling to be the worse player on the field. Well, unless you consider JF as a player when he is playing hahahha. 

3. I am totally not in the chinese new year mood, maybe because I am working this year and I only have 4 days to enjoy.

4. I am looking forward to go Genting Highlands this wed night. Something about that place makes me happy just by stepping on the grounds. Weird right?

5. I should be sleeping right now. 

Until then, I fold.

VK.

Rest or Mess?

Today I got off early from work. I reached home about 5pm and I fell asleep.

Guess what, I slept until 11.00pm at night. Boy did I feel fucked up once I wake up, the groggy feeling, the hunger, the sensation of needing to pee.

Then I have decided, this is not a good rest at all. I will never do this again. Like I researched in the net before, if you are tired in the evening you should do some light activities after dinner then sleep 2 hours after. Thats the correct way. 

VK

beautiful nightmare